I know you can get it online, but after what I went through with PMMA, I am only getting it from Allergan.
I've been trying to decide on this because it will be $1700 for 4cc + 100 supplies + $300 for hylenex to dissolve any mistakes. So, that's $2000 for 4 cc... and that's the cap on the budget. I still have some in there from 12/2016, and I probably don't want to risk it fading completely because my surgeon overdid it when he cut out the pmma and gave my dick a beef jerky appearance. He wasn't interested in doing it smoothly. He just sort of cut out whatever he felt was hard.
So, here are my sex stats.
In 2014, I had Round 1 and Round 2.
- Hooked up with 61 different guys after that (through April 1, 2015). That was a 13 month period and the most sex I have ever had in such a short time in my entire life. I had also had Peyronie's Disease surgery prior to PMMA, so I was not that sexually active with that condition either.
After Round 3 in 2015
I hooked up with about 15 guys and had tons of surgeries (over a 2 year period).
December of 2016 - Voluma (4 cc) and Ultra (2 cc) in Jan 17.
28 from then until to today. It really helped in the first 4 months but then the dents started becoming more obvious (where the nodules were cut out) because the product moved to the path of least resistance, which were not the tight scar bands I was trying to "push out". A lot slid under my shaft too.
So, you can see there's an obvious impact of having this on my sex life, and Juvederm didn't make things that normal - but it sort of camouflaged the worst of the problems.
The other thing is that I am not really that into sex these days for reasons unrelated to my dick. Everyone wants to have sex without condoms because of a pill called Truvada (HIV drug that prevents infection), and I am not interested in taking HIV meds daily for the rare time I have anal sex. Also, it made me pretty sick from the side effects when I did try it once. Second, poppers and rimming were never something I wanted to do - but not that seems to be a "requirement" now. if you're not into it - guys are not into you (I'm talking about meeting online here, which is still 75% of how I got laid). This all seems to be changing in the last 5 years. (Many many guys have blocked me when I have said I won't bareback or am not into rimming).
Last, I am way past the gay death age of 30 - and almost at the gay ghost age of 40. It's pretty obvious how much less attention I get now than 5 years ago. I also had a slightly better body then, but it wasn't that drastic.
So, I have to basically decide this week. Writing all of this out makes me think I better do it because when this stuff disappears in there, I really do not want to go back to that mess of a dick I had, even despite the fact I have such a low sex drive. Constantly being self conscious of a weird dick with lumps (I still have some) and dents is not helping matters. $2000 is a lot of money but it will pay for itself in better confidence and sex... maybe. The sex scene has changed a lot so who knows if it even will matter. I have so many other things I can spend 2k on right now.
Anyway, if you managed to read all of that, what do you think?
I've been trying to decide on this because it will be $1700 for 4cc + 100 supplies + $300 for hylenex to dissolve any mistakes. So, that's $2000 for 4 cc... and that's the cap on the budget. I still have some in there from 12/2016, and I probably don't want to risk it fading completely because my surgeon overdid it when he cut out the pmma and gave my dick a beef jerky appearance. He wasn't interested in doing it smoothly. He just sort of cut out whatever he felt was hard.
So, here are my sex stats.
In 2014, I had Round 1 and Round 2.
- Hooked up with 61 different guys after that (through April 1, 2015). That was a 13 month period and the most sex I have ever had in such a short time in my entire life. I had also had Peyronie's Disease surgery prior to PMMA, so I was not that sexually active with that condition either.
After Round 3 in 2015
I hooked up with about 15 guys and had tons of surgeries (over a 2 year period).
December of 2016 - Voluma (4 cc) and Ultra (2 cc) in Jan 17.
28 from then until to today. It really helped in the first 4 months but then the dents started becoming more obvious (where the nodules were cut out) because the product moved to the path of least resistance, which were not the tight scar bands I was trying to "push out". A lot slid under my shaft too.
So, you can see there's an obvious impact of having this on my sex life, and Juvederm didn't make things that normal - but it sort of camouflaged the worst of the problems.
The other thing is that I am not really that into sex these days for reasons unrelated to my dick. Everyone wants to have sex without condoms because of a pill called Truvada (HIV drug that prevents infection), and I am not interested in taking HIV meds daily for the rare time I have anal sex. Also, it made me pretty sick from the side effects when I did try it once. Second, poppers and rimming were never something I wanted to do - but not that seems to be a "requirement" now. if you're not into it - guys are not into you (I'm talking about meeting online here, which is still 75% of how I got laid). This all seems to be changing in the last 5 years. (Many many guys have blocked me when I have said I won't bareback or am not into rimming).
Last, I am way past the gay death age of 30 - and almost at the gay ghost age of 40. It's pretty obvious how much less attention I get now than 5 years ago. I also had a slightly better body then, but it wasn't that drastic.
So, I have to basically decide this week. Writing all of this out makes me think I better do it because when this stuff disappears in there, I really do not want to go back to that mess of a dick I had, even despite the fact I have such a low sex drive. Constantly being self conscious of a weird dick with lumps (I still have some) and dents is not helping matters. $2000 is a lot of money but it will pay for itself in better confidence and sex... maybe. The sex scene has changed a lot so who knows if it even will matter. I have so many other things I can spend 2k on right now.
Anyway, if you managed to read all of that, what do you think?
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